His love is poison part 3

I dont know why I keep doing this. I should hate him but yet...I cant why?..why cant I get Jake out of my mind? Somehow, I've been sleeping with Jake for the past few weeks now and I havent told Midnight,D.A, MacLlody yet. J2 already know's, and thank god he didnt tell anyone about it yet. Jake...Damn..the boy love is like poison to me and is killing me slowy.

I met Jake at his place when I really was supposed to be home with the 'Headache' I have.

Jake: "So? how you feeling?" He asked sliping his hand under my shirt

Jo: "F-fine" I Shivered

Jake: "Good" He smirked and pushed me down on his bed and slowy started to bit my neck

Jo: "D-d-damn y-you" I Moaned "Why do you do this?" I asked

Jake: "Why? uhmm,I really cant say" He looked at me with his brown eyes. "All I can say is...the fun has just begun." He smirked throwing my shirt on to the floor

Jo: "Damn you." I said covring my face with my arms

I Hate That I keep lieing to my freinds about this,even If I told them where I been going, and what I'v been doing, they think I trund my back on them. Thinking I didnt care what he did to are lives. It hard to hate someone if you start having feeling for him.

I woke up with Jake's arms warpped around me,tightly, holding me like a teddy bear.

Jo: "Damn" I started to think running my finger through Jake brown hair. "why cant I just give you up? You did noting but messed up mines and my freinds lives..but yet I..I still want you. So bad."

Jake: "Uh? Jo?" Said Jake starting to wake up. "what wrong?" He kissed my head with a smile, sitting up in bed holding me in his arms.

Jo: "N-nothing" I said not looking him. "I-I should get going soon." I got up, only to be pushed back down and Jake on top of me. "w-what?" I said in a upset tone

Jake: "Look,..I-I know something wrong..now tell me."

Jo: "I..I still havent told MacLlody and the others about this." I said with my head down

Jake: "oh I see,well are you going tell them soon?" He asked

Jo: "yeah..I hope so" I said in a hush tone

Jake: He out from bed and started putting his clothes. "we should get going now,your friends might be worrying about you" He said fixing his hair

Jo: "y-yeah yo-your right"

It took about few minutes for me to get dress and leave,but Jake wanted to walk there for some reason.

Jake: "Jo...I just wanted to ask you something" He had his head down for a sec and look back at me

Jo: "y-yes?" I held my breath

Jake: "D-do...y-you L-like me? I mean 'like like'. If you don't I understand." His face trund started to trund red. So did mines.

Jo: "w-well...I do! b-but I should hate you..b-b-bu-" He stopped me by wraping his arms around me and put his lips on mines

Jake: "That's all I wanted to hear" He smiled at me and kissed my cheek. "but,dont tell your friends untill your ready to,I dont want you to get hurt,Ok?" He smiled

I noded. He took me by the hand and we made our way to ODC club; were me and the rest of the crew go to in our free time as well.

Jo: "Let's stop here,I can make it the rest of the way from here." I smiled and let go of his hand

Jake: "Iight" he kissed my head and smiled "I'll call you later then when your done,ok?."

Jo: "yeah..bye"

Jake: "bye" He left and I made my way to are crew club

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MacLlody: "WERE THE HELL HAVE YOU BEEN!?" Yelled MacLlody punching me in the back

D.A: "We've been calling your cell all day." D.A said

Midnight: "These two here almost went crazy trying to call you." Midnight said in his calm voice like always

Jo: "uhh..I..was..home..yeah home"

D.A: "Because?"

Jo: "My head hurt,so I went home and got some sleep."

MacLlody: "....-_- don't bullshit us! where were you last night!?" MacLlody yelled, starting to sound like my mother..scary

Jo: "H-home! damn it! were eles could I go!?" I yelled

J2: "...he has a point,I mean were eles would he be able to go? not to any of our place his dad would kill him for not telling him."

Midnight: "He's right about that,Have you seen his dad? THE MAN FUCKING SCARY!"

MacLlody: MacLlody sighed. "Fine,your off the hook this time" He put he in a head lock as if he was my older brother "Just dont scare us like that,Ok?"

Jo: "fine..now..LET ME GO!" I Laughed

MacLlody laughed and finally let me go, left leaveing me and J2 alone

Jo: "Damn that was close" I sighed

J2: "so..you were with Jake last night" Said J2 sitting on the couch

Jo: "yeah,thanks for helping me out back there homes" I said sitting next to him

J2: "Yeah yeah." He started. "But, you need to tell them soonr or later Jo."

Jo: "I know that's." I growled sitting on the step. "But..What if the can't forgive me?."

J2 walked over to me and sat on my lap, like always, and smiled

J2: "Was I mad when you told me? yes, but, I forgave you. Didn't I?." J2 slowly started lifting my head up and put his head on mines. "I can't watch you do this to yourself. Please..when you get the change, tell them."

Jo: I give him a small smile. "Fine. Soon I will."

J2: "Good." He giggled. "..Jo.." He leanded in, and kiss my lips.

Jo: "J2.." I said breaking the kiss. "W-what?."

J2: "I..I like you."

Jo: "J2.." I felt tears running down my cheeks. I could'nt break J2 heart; I liked him, but only as a friend. nothing more. He was my close friend, If i hurt him who know what he might do.

J2: "I'm sorry. I should'nt have done that." He jumped off my lap and trund him back to me. "But I do like you. Please, even if you don't like me back, don't hate me for this."

to be continued...